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I've honestly decided to say fuck my diet.. because I love cooking.. and I've tried healthy recipes over and over.. and sure they're okay. And yeah, sometimes they're great.. but most of the time, its not filling. I dont care WHAT you say, they just arent as satisfying or fulling as cooking something amazingly delicious, even if its more fattening. I'm very good at cooking. And I've made many different delicious healthy recipes.. but its just not as amazing as I can do when not on a diet. I made the most glorious white bean cream soup yesterday.. and am planning to make some awesome chicken pot pie tomorrow! Which, sure, its not healthy at all. But I honestly dont think it matters right now in my life. I'd rather be happy and fat, then dieting, fucking miserable, pissed off, and thinner. Because unlike most people who are over weight, I'm generally okay with how I look. It might not be ideal, but neither is my life. And Im ok with that. Please dont preach to me about anything, if you dont know me, then you dont care about me, so dont waste your time.
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229.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 59.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 0.2 lb a week
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