As you can see I have ballooned up again from 188 to 203 :0( . There are many things that have contributed to this. Not playing volleyball anymore, job stress, moving, & ending a bad relationship have been the biggest factors. I keep coming back to this losing weight thing, but for some reason I don't feel my head in the game as much as it used to be. I am going to try once again to get back into the game. I know myself and once i start the exercise, I really get into it, so I just need to start
I did sign up for some pilates classes so that is a start. Also, my roommate has P90x and i want to start trying that but to be honest I am a little intimidated. I have been an athlete all my life but it looks HARD. Has anyone tried it? What did you think?
Overall I am not feeling to good about myself and and the stress over the end of my relationship and having to move has gotten to me. However, I am now ready to MOVE ON from all the emotional baggage and get back on the wagon.
I want to go ahead and reach out and say that what helps me more than anything is the support I can get from this site. If you read this and feel like we can offer each support, I would love to begin a conversation with you doing just that.
Thanks you
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203.8 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 38.8 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 13 May 2010:
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684 kcal
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Fat: 18.35g | Prot: 25.46g | Carb: 111.68g.
Breakfast: Strawberries, nutri grain bluberry, 2% milk, COFFEE. Lunch: popchips, wasa, morning star asian, progresso light. more...
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gaining 0.3 lb a week
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