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So far so good. I'm avoiding temptations because I'm a lump now and I figure I can't afford to cheat at all since I can't even walk around. I'm also torturing myself with a full length mirror I have to pass by several times a day. Who knew having a daily reminder of what I actually look like vs what I look like in my head would be a type of torture motivation. Sure I change about 20 times before I leave the house now but its in keeping with my plan to look like I give a crap. Maybe attempting to look like you give a crap is motivation. I colored my hair and got rid of the random grey hairs that have started showing up since peanut started walking. No one noticed.. except me. I notice so I apparently I do give a crap. So yay for improving.
Still limping around but it gave me an excuse to buy a pair of cute flip flops because shoes hurt. My husband confirmed that yes losing a big toenail will hurt like crap oh and his wasn't supposed to grow back but look it did.. it just looks funny now. Plus it will match my messed up thumb I got back in December. I think this was his way of making me feel better but eh... Oh well at least I know he loves me despite my number of scars from dumb crap I've done. Plus now I have an excuse to make up random stories instead of saying.. it started with a ratchet strap and a promotional knife or do you know how fast a feed elevator goes? *smacking head* On a totally gross side of things.. don't read if you don't like gross. The nail is technically still there. I was just to wimpy to remove it like you're supposed to according to WebMD so now I look like I have a zombie toe. Zombies terrify me. I have a strange zombie phobia. I blame my brother for making me watch night of the walking dead when I was a few years old. So now I have a big toe that reminds me of a zombie and gives me nightmares. SCORE!!
Yes I'm seriously messed up. It started with a ratchet strap, a promotional knife, and a grain elevator...
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Yes, the mirror can be mean! I hope this toe heals soon. But you can do exercises that don't require walking. Get the exercise ball out and try a few things, heck, just sitting on it is a workout!!
19 Apr 16 by member: aggie95
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Haha....still love your journals. You are just like me with a much greater gift to write :) (p.s: how is the book coming along?)
20 Apr 16 by member: schmetterlinge34
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Sorry to say it but you've made me laugh for the first time today. I know I shouldn't laugh at something that must hurt like crap (torn fingernails are one of my worst nightmares - zombies are a doddle!) and I'm really, really sorry for laughing. Well, a bit sorry 😂 Oops! Hope you get better soon 👍
20 Apr 16 by member: Phooka
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Significant toe nail injuries hurt SO bad. Every step nearly drops you to your knees (don't do that - you can't get back up without hurting it even more!) My sympathies and I hope you heal quickly.
20 Apr 16 by member: RiverRes
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Oooooohhh I do sympathise.... I knocked a little toe nail off on an iron bed frame once and it hurt like hell! I too am a lump and fed up with it but I have loads of willpower just not enough "won't" power. I'm on a last ditch attempt to rectify my unhealthy body so I empathise with you. I hope your toe improves soon 😂
20 Apr 16 by member: Asharni
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