Ceebee's Journal, 16 April 2010

Well tomorrow is the big day. Hoping for a loss.. kinda nervous. It is silly I feel like I have so much riding on it.. because the reality is I have the rest of my life. I am doing really well. I have lost a lot of weight. More importantly (for me) I have kept it off for more than a month or 3. There is a huge disconnect between my emotional and logical sides of weight loss. Logically I know that if I keep doing what I am doing the weight will come off and if you have a bad week no big deal there is next week and the week after.. blah blah blah.. but emotionally I am like an addict... "come on baby.. I need this" but really quiet and to myself.. so when I step on the scale and the numbers are lower.. omg the rush. But when I step on the scale and the numbers are not... gahh. Anywhoo stupid scale... I should just get rid of it... omg no it is my prized love.. :) Chubby and crazy what a combo.. lol. Have a good day everyone!

Diet Calendar Entry for 16 April 2010:
1133 kcal Fat: 37.01g | Prot: 79.36g | Carb: 114.43g.   Breakfast: krispy saltine cracker, chili. Lunch: mushrooms, chicken garlic sausage. Dinner: fat free sour cream, carb balance tortillas , taco meat and refried beans. Snacks/Other: crystal light. more...

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I have a love/hate relationship with mine as well. You are right though, about the doing really well part. Look at you and all that you have accomplished! Regardless of what the numbers say, you are doing fantastic!!! 
16 Apr 10 by member: jenju
I just had to comment, you've done fantastic! I talk smack to my scale every week before I get on it...lol OH and I keep it in the kitchen! YUP. That way on the way to the fridge it is staring at me and I can feel it..LOL the things we do to ourselves! 
16 Apr 10 by member: Jenn74

     
 

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