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So it's been awhile since I recorded a journal...I have been discouraged to see my weight going down so slowly :( ... On the other hand I am glad that at least I am going down...Right now I am 124 give or take and I have my first dress fitting on the 10th of April. This gives me 9 days from today...I really hoped that by April 10th I would be 115 pounds...and I know that there is no way I can lose 10 pounds in 9 days, especially now that I am going to school part time and working 3 jobs in order to get some extra money for the wedding. Also my mother who had bipass surgery is making it seem as though it is a breeze to lose weight as she lost around 40 something pounds and now is 130 something...I want to be able to feel like I look beautiful on my wedding day and the fact that my mom is losing weight and is starting to close in on my weight (plus she is taller!) is making me really upset and perhaps hindering even more my progress...I don't think I ate too much today and I walked both in the morning and in the afternoon with my dogs and I will work out a little more later today. Anyway I am rambling and if anyone is reading this probably you are confused but I understand and know what I mean in my head.
This week I will try my best to work out like I used to at the begging. Hopefully I can get close to being 115 by April 10th
I will keep you posted...Wish me luck!!!!
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