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I have really been struggling since my fall. I have just been in a real funk. It's hard to stay focused and upbeat. Last week was just horrid for me. Someone told me that it was because Mercury was in retro-grade. I do not know that much about Astrology, but whatever cause me to have one of those cluster weeks, needs to stop. I broke my cell phone, had a total screaming me-me fit with one of the kids (and felt like a bad mom afterwords), got myself in a tither over nothing with my poor husband, and then I shattered the back window of my husband's pride and joy. The dang garage door some how rolled back down between my opening the door and getting in the truck. It was a bad week to have tons of Halloween candy in the house. When I get upset, I want to eat. And I have cheated and eaten a few "fun sized" candy bars. I was concerned about loosing my motivation. I have a hard time going back, once I start cheating. Thankfully, I stepped on the scale and there was a loss. Not a huge one, but I a half way there. I have lost 34 pounds. I have about 30 more to go. I have made it this far, and all I have to do is stay focused. I have to find a way to re-gain the excitement I had when I first started loosing weight. So, here is hoping that this week is less eventful than last. Mercury needs to right itself and quick!
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I hope you have a better week! I know the feeling when everything seems to be plotting against you. I've had some close calls lately, but forgave myself and moved on. It's all you can do. Just don't give up! We are here for each other and when you need a hug we'll give it....and I'd say you need a big one!! so HUGS HUGS HUGS from me!
05 Nov 07 by member: Star541
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I have to share.... at church yesterday, the teacher in our class started with an interesting thought. He asked if we feel "struggles" in our heart? Like, does it always feel like we are struggling against this or that... very much like your "week". He said if we said YES, then there is HOPE! I was like, "huh"? lol I have been having a very challenging week myself, feel free to get caught up on your reading (lol) in my journals. However, he said if we are feeling those struggles, between good and evil, that there is hope as the evil has not WON the fight! Struggles are our blessing that good is still fighting for us, with us. :) This gave me "hope", as my struggles are affecting my life long health and I'm very worried and frustrated over it. I am trying to stay positive and working my butt off trying to remedy my health. I wish you well and hope this helps put things into a better perspective for you! Keep up the great work, you CAN do IT! :)
05 Nov 07 by member: bullytrouble
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As Bullytrouble said, keep up the hope and stay in the fight..we're all here for you.
05 Nov 07 by member: ImLuuvd
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