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This is day #1. It's not the ideal way to start my diet because it is literally late afternoon, early evening and I just inhaled a half pound of potato wedges in my office and feel ashamed of myself and my body. For as long as I can remember I've heard how beautiful I am, what a pretty young lady I am, some would go as far as to say I was absolutely gorgeous. I resemble my mother, an attractive woman who carries herself very well, and has a way of charming the socks off anyone she meets. I of course took after my mother, using my beauty and grace to find my place in this world. It was a blessing really! Or so I used to think...Now I am a little older, not much older, but enough to reflect upon years when my body seemed intact. My beauty matched my goals and I never worried about eating, shopping, nudity or mirrors! I am a hard-working mother of 3 amazing boys, the wife to a man who doesn't seem to age, and a woman who hasn't yet learned to love her new self. I'm surrounded by woman in my workplace who I used to compete with, but now bow too. I live in a world where instead of facing the miserable reality of it, we instead start campaign's to stop body shaming! I am ASHAMED! I CAN do better! I am WORTH more! I do NOT want to put in the hard work! I will need to start somewhere, and that somewhere starts here! I genuinely want to strip off this ugly, and find the hidden beauty that once lived here. I am going to reach MY GOAL, and get to WHERE I want to be. I'm excited! Let's start!
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146.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 16.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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