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Glad I brought a couple of adkins bars to school today. Those kids kept me busy through breakfast and lunch. This morning weigh in was cool too. I am down 3 pounds already. Hopefully that number will only get larger before Wednesdays actual weigh in.
I have been very angry and disapointed lately. I feel like I need to make some changes in my personal life so I that I can guard myself from resentments. Being a stepmom is hard. Being married to someone who lets me do, what sometimes seems like everything, is hard. Having no children of my own is hard. Raising someone eles's kid because she is angry and violent and had her kid taken by the courts is hard. I know that I am needed in these roles and I know that I love being this mans wife and this child's primary parent. I just need to find some balance or maybe some boundaries. I probably need both.
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