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I'm back.
And I'm here to stay.
I am disappointed that I was not able to manage working out daily with school. I'm disappointed that I let myself stop working out. I am disappointed that I have not been able to stay on track with my weight loss.
But all of that is in the past.
I am proud of myself that I have been able to continue to make good choices a majority of the time. Even though I have not lost any weight, I haven't gained any either. I've pretty much stagnated at my weight for the past month or so, and that makes me happy. That means that I don't have any making up to do. I can get started back working out and move on with life. I won't have lost 50 lbs. by graduation, but I have lost 40, which is a huge accomplishment for me. I have one final tomorrow night, then I will be able to get back to working out in the evenings (Except for this Saturday night!!). And I know that this will sound weird to anyone who knows me, but I am actually looking forward to getting back to working out. I've missed the feelings that I felt when I was working out. I will work to remember how this month felt anytime that I don't want to work out. I've had my trouble sleeping and I've had my upset stomach more, and I haven't been drinking enough water (which terrifies me). I'm not going to forget 2011, but I am ready to have it behind me and moving forward into a more improved me.
So let's move forward!
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