brashis's Journal, 17 May 2007

WELL...LTM.....what can i say other than....im tired of meat!!..and the other white meat too!! ;)...i guess i need to get some different ideas together.....but today is the first day i havent wanted to attack my patients for the bread on their food trays...i swear!!...i didnt realize the control that cursed thing starch had on me...today was good though...also...my appetite is way less....i ate all day the second and third day, so much that i had to take some water pills...geez...the bacon did it i think....the only time i thought about cheating today was serving pineapple slices to one of my patients...i sooooooo thought about eating one...."hey....they're out of it...they wont know"...lol....I KNOW!!...BUT WHO CARES ABOUT ETHICS...I WANT SUGAR!!!!!...no...i would never do that...(but it sure crossed my mind) ;P....but anyways...ive got to make tortillas and cupcakes this evening for a fundraiser tomorrow...we'll see how strong i can be "for the butter...i mean...the better goooey...i mean... the better good"...;p...ugh!!!!