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Funny reading comments from a few months ago. Haven't been here since then. I am still dealing with my separation and have been eating lots of junk food and coming up with all kinds of excuses to justify it. My excess weight just makes me feel miserable. Part of me doesn't want to move on from the separation - I still love my partner dearly - and I don't want her to see me getting on with life and think that I am over her. I am not. But I can see this is keeping me dis-empowered in all areas of my life. Perhaps I owe it to both of us to be the best version of me that I can be. I am up 5.5kgs but have just started exercising again - a trip to target just made it worse. So many pretty clothes and I can't get into them. Not to mention all the stuff I have in the cupboards. So, my first goal is to get back to 111kgs, where I was when my partner left me. Think I will do that first and go from there. And if you have read this to the end, then thank you for letting me share. Wendy
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