365days2butterfly's Journal, 29 September 2011

I have a long HARD week my nephews mom lost her baby (still born 6 months along) my daughters boyfriend of 8 months was shot and killed last night outside his apartment coming home from thier evening out, my ex had another stroke, whew God must think me HERCULES or something i mean i know i bare the name of Perseus's mother and Danu (en englas is DANA) who was in celtic times the Goddess of Artists, poets, musicians etc... things of that nature but SHESH ive just about mustered up all the strength i can i dont know honestly its starting to take its toll on me. im stickin GREAT to my ATKINS he did i ever mention I LOVE ATKINS ;) and that makes me PROUD of me!!!!!! my kids love me and they LOVE my strength!!! I pray ALOT these days!!!!!!!!!!! but i think the best thing is that i finally made a decsion to just let the ex go - i told a friend today if God wants us to have a life together then he will bring him back correct in a proper fashion and i will move forward in my life no longer waiting around for that to happen and i will focus on God, me my family and my education woooohoooo I LOVE ME and even though the devil been beatin the top a my head with my ex and all that entails since i decided (actually got on my knees swore a vow of celebacy even put a ring on my own finger) to let it go i am still comfortable with my decision.
Peace in your spirit and strength in your day
Dayna

Diet Calendar Entries for 29 September 2011:
2147 kcal Fat: 152.13g | Prot: 168.72g | Carb: 15.61g.   Breakfast: chorizo, water, bacon. Lunch: bacon, turkey bratwurst, roasted chicken , water chestnuts, onion, napa cabbage, cheddar cheese, oscar mayer delifresh oven roasted turkey breast, broccoli, green onions, Mushrooms, Ranch salad dressing, blue cheese salad dressing, happy farms cheddar cheese. Dinner: cauliflower, spring mix . more...
5092 kcal Activities & Exercise: Housework - 1 hour and 30 minutes, Driving - 30 minutes, Desk Work - 8 hours, Sleeping - 6 hours and 30 minutes, Sitting - 7 hours, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 30 minutes. more...

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My goodness you are going through a lot. I am sorry for all the losses going on but i am proud that you are staying strong. 
29 Sep 11 by member: Missychick21
Thank you believe me its taking strength ;) but apparantly i have it in droves so should be a no brainer right shesh Thanks again girl! hows things goin for ya anyway? im gonna get back on the scale tomorrow all going well i should have lost at least another pound or two i feel like a frozen stick a butter being chizzled away at one slice at a time with the weigh i LOVE IT!!!! have a great night 
29 Sep 11 by member: 365days2butterfly
weight wise im not doing too bad but health wise ive got a cold and the kids have ear infections. my son has been puking for about a week now :(  
30 Sep 11 by member: Missychick21

     
 

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