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*Rant*
Very very tired and kind of upset. Today went well, but I didn't really get a good night sleep. I had a date with someone last night that went well, but it was only our second date and he brought up the relationship talk. I didn't mean to, but when I saw him today in class I was so hungry and tired I was snappy at him and said I want to get to know you first. That shouldn't be too much to ask anyways. Don't get me wrong I already know quite a bit about him, but only after seeing him outside of school twice doesn't make for at least a decent idea of him. I snapped at him to the point that I even said that if he could guess my password for my laptop than he'd know me well enough for a relationship. I didn't mean that to come out the way it did, but it'd be true because only those closest to me know of a very strong belief I have and that pertains to my password. If he can guess it with out prying and asking questions specifically related to the password than by that point I'd say we would know each other well enough. However this seemed to make it sound like a game and that wasn't my intention -_- but I can't take back what I said, I guess at this point I can sit back and see how well it goes.
Then on top of that I feel guilty for seeing another guy, but both there isn't an official relationship and all that. This other guy was supposed to be my valentine and I have already bought his gift. He hasn't talked to me in the past week, so just going to see how well that goes. If push comes to shove I can eat his gift because giving it to the other guy would be wrong.
Worked out today, feeling a little more confident with myself. Just very very tired.
Diet Calendar Entries for 11 February 2016:
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1944 kcal
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Fat: 57.86g | Prot: 76.97g | Carb: 278.45g.
Breakfast: Water. Lunch: Lettuce, Sargento Mozzarella Shredded Cheese, Chick-fil-A Chicken Sandwich, Water. Dinner: Cooked Dry Beans (Fat Added in Cooking), White Rice. Snacks/Other: Penne, Fresh & Easy Beef Chili with Beans, Kellogg's Pop-Tarts - Strawberry. more...
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2279 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 5 minutes, Stretching (yoga) - 20 minutes, Bicycling (moderate) - 13/mph - 11 minutes, Stairs (Climbing Stairs) - 1 minute, Cardio - 1 hour, Sleeping - 6 hours and 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 53 minutes. more...
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