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Blah. I haven't been journaling because I'm not losing weight. I'm losing inches, but at this point am also thinking I might be pregnant. *sigh* I know it's a terrible thing to say, but I am terrified of having a child. The world is not a kind place, and I fear that if I'm not very careful, my Jellybean could grow up to be one of the mean kids.
If I am pregnant, I will have to sell my horse, or find someone to ride him for me. He is too forward and too young for me to feel absolutely safe on him if I'm carrying a child. If I'm not, it doesn't matter if I fall (which is rare) or he does something stupid (also rare), but if I am pregnant, I need to be more careful.
Hopefully if I do sell him, we will be able to move out to Utah by next Spring. I do NOT want to raise a child here. :(
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