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This week has been quite hectic and full of changes. I contacted my biological father's family for the first time in 27 years. Some of them did not even know I existed so it was an exciting change for them. As for my feelings, well, I am quite conflicted because I don't want my father (the one who raised me) to feel bad about this development.
I started my first graduate level class yesterday and overall it did go well. It is a little intimidating because I have been out of school for a long time. Also due to the class being at Harvard there are a lot of people I feel that I don't measure up to. Perhaps that is a little silly to compare myself but I can't help feeling like I am not good enough. Despite this feeling I will still try my best and hopefully accomplish my goal of doing well in my classes.
As for my diet, well, the stress of it all certainly made me fall off the band wagon. But that's okay, today is another day and at least I did not gain back all the weight I lost. So I'll count that as a win for now :)
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