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So f**king depressed about me gaining almost all of my weight back!! All my hard work is gone! The majority of it was/wasn't my fault. My previous work schedule of 50+ hours was killing me, and wouldn't be surprised if my body aged 5 years in only sixteen months. I had no time for myself or to work out. Even had to quit school again. I was beyond stressed out and fairly depressed. Actually quite surprised I didn't have a nervous/physical breakdown. Also switched to a new bc pill for my endo, not sure if that had something to do with it either.
I feel what I was eating was not bad, but my portions and times of eating were certainly part of the equation. On the other hand, it was my fault for staying. Sense of duty really got in the way of taking care of myself. I know and understand that now.
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255.0 lb
Lost so far: 14.0 lb.
Still to go: 40.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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gaining 0.7 lb a week
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