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Starting pills again. 2 slimxster and 2 eradicate.
I've gained back so much weight it's embarrassing. I knew this was happening and didn't do anything about it. Now I feel hideous and disusting and disappointed in myself. None of my clothes really fit me anymore and I had to put on a pair of my fat pants today. Thank God I hadn't donated them yet! I'm so ashamed and I don't blame Cory for not being attracted to me. I couldn't feel any less sexy. I know my struggle with our relationship is part of the weight gain, so between the weight gain, feeling like I need to break up with my boyfriend, and my face breaking out; i'm pretty sure I'm depressed. This is the first full week of the semester and I've got to get back on track. Trying the pills again and strongly considering joining a gym.
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215.0 lb
Lost so far: 25.0 lb.
Still to go: 55.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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gaining 1.4 lb a week
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