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Ugh... not feeling so confident today. It has been dark, cloudy and rainy for 3 days now and I can't stand it. I need some sunshine! And tell me how I can lose 30 + pounds and not fit into a smaller size pants!!! My bigger clothes are literally falling off my butt, yet I cannot get into the next size down comfortably. Stupid fat, stupid body, stupid clothes!! I am trying so hard! I see and feel results. Others have commented on seeing results. So.... WHY?
Then I feel guilty for being so negative, feeling blah and sounding so superficial. It's just a vicious circle that gets worse every time I go around it.
Anyway, going to change my clothes and back to work.
Diet Calendar Entries for 10 June 2009:
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1145 kcal
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Fat: 36.43g | Prot: 48.41g | Carb: 168.21g.
Breakfast: Optima Shakes, splenda, metamucil, Non dairy creamer, water, Coffee. Lunch: water, Optima Shakes - Strawberries and Cream. Dinner: Veggie Lovers Pizza, water. Snacks/Other: Wheat Thins Toasted Chips Minis, Orange, water. more...
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2864 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Desk Work - 9 hours, Standing - 15 minutes, Resting - 8 hours and 15 minutes, Sleeping - 6 hours and 30 minutes. more...
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