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It is like 4 in the morning or something like that right now. My father in law has taken to somehow 'putting' himself on the floor, ripping off his diaper and then screaming. Oh I am not a natural nurturer or caretaker. Neither is my husband. We are getting by. I have taken the night shift for now. I am so incredibly tired. This is by far the worst life experience yet for me. I hope not to repeat anything like it, well, ever.
I am sad for my husband right now as well. He is having to live with and watch what is happening to his dad. All though I do not want him to die, it is going to happen, no getting around it, I just pray that he is taken soon. To end his suffering as well as my husbands. This really sucks.
Thank you Facebook and all those who read this, having an output is helping me in such ways no one will ever really understand.
Diet Calendar Entry for 18 December 2014:
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668 kcal
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Fat: 17.71g | Prot: 18.08g | Carb: 107.63g.
Breakfast: 2% Fat Milk, Eggo Homestyle Waffles, Log Cabin Maple Syrup. more...
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