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Stress full afternoon. My father in law is diminishing quickly. I was giving him his meds (liquid/oral) and when I inserted the syringe into his mouth he suddenly jerked forward and it jammed into the back of his mouth/cheek. I am sure it hurt based on his explosive reaction. Oh God, I feel so bad. Caught me totally off guard and I didn't react fast enough to prevent it. He is really really pissed off at me right now. What a way to start the early evening. So, I gave in to the stress and am enjoying a big ol' Diet Coke. Love my Diet Coke.
On a better note, the hospice volunteer came earlier today so that I could attend the office party for my work. 2 hours of relaxing and just enjoying the event. I cannot thank her enough. She has been just the spot of light I've needed in dealing with the darkness around me right now.
At the Party I consumed items not exactly on my diet. Had the best scone I have every had in my life. - But pat me on the back, my plate was mostly veggies from the veggie tray. I did not indulge in the wine or int he fudge, but that scone - mmm mmm mmm. I did have a chocolate covered pretzel and some home made cranberry juice cocktail, but hey... this is the only party I am going to and most likely the only true festive holiday experience I will have this year.
Our thermostat is on the fritz, my husband is not in the mood to deal with it so, we're making do for now. I am constantly checking it and adjusting it. The thing thinks it only needs to be 55 degrees in here. Uh NO, we have a sick and dying man in the house, we'd prefer a warm 68.
Kinda nice though, having something else to worry about for the time being.
Well - gatta go- Happy Wednesday evening. :)
Diet Calendar Entry for 17 December 2014:
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1089 kcal
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Fat: 47.62g | Prot: 30.63g | Carb: 134.32g.
Breakfast: Log Cabin Maple Syrup, Eggo Homestyle Waffles, Scrambled Egg. Dinner: Potato French Fries, Bacon, Lettuce and Tomato Sandwich with Spread. more...
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