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I feel like I've gone off the deep end this weekend. Drank last night and the night before. Ate sooo much more than normal yesterday. Haven't been tracking anything. On the plus side, dinner last night was delicious, high quality Italian - worth every calorie. But yesterday for lunch was Wendy's and instead of the grilled chicken I ordered, I got home with spicy fried... and I had order panic and forgot to order the side salad instead of fries. Frustrating and disappointed with myself.
Then last night my partner in crime took it upon himself to order us the biggest fried chicken, eggs, biscuits & gravy plate I've ever seen. And of course I helped him eat it.... And then there was popcorn with movie theater butter....
Trying to keep it in perspective: yes, I over-indulged this weekend. But it's been 3 weeks. Old habits are hard to change and maybe a 3-day weekend wasn't what I needed to stay on track. So I'll try to do better today. And I'll try not to beat myself up about what I can't change about yesterday.
This is a process and I'm rapidly learning that drunken shenanigans and success don't necessary co-exist very well. But I can't change everything overnight and I need to be kind to myself, especially when I'm just trying to have a little fun.
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