alucks89's Journal, 20 March 2013

Oh, my God. It's been so long since my last journal entry. I don't know what happened.....

You know how a recovering drug addict can just go on a bender without warning?

Well that's how I am.

When it comes to dieting, I can be very self-destructive. I'll eat healthy for a week or two, get bored of it (or, all too often, get a craving for a particular junk food item), and then I'll hit the drive-thru. And I don't stop until I hate myself.

The past few weeks have been a blur. A strange, pizza, chip, and candy-filled blur.

Back on track.

I really want to do this. I want it so bad but I just am not that great at it.

But I'm trying. I've been waiting for the weather to warm up to get back into my jogging. It's sunny, but FREEZING, and usually raining/snowing. So. Soon, hopefully. It clears my head :) Plus I haven't jogged in over a year. I'm scared I'll get winded within a minute >_<


I have to say, breakfast was yummy and filling! I seem to do a bit better when my meals are planned, so maybe I'll just do that from now on instead of scrambling to find something healthy at the last second.


Got to tend to the kiddies.

Ciao :)

Diet Calendar Entry for 20 March 2013:
2012 kcal Fat: 105.81g | Prot: 122.72g | Carb: 150.36g.   Breakfast: egg, Mexican cheese, Lil' Smokies, V8 Splash, White bread, Grape Jelly Great Value. Lunch: Ground beef cooked, flour tortilla, Shredded lettuce, Tomato, Mexican cheese, Taco sauce, Pepsi Max. Dinner: Tilapia filet, Cut green beans, Banana. Snacks/Other: lay's sriracha chips. more...
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I'm the same way. I'll do well for a couple of weeks and fall off the wagon. Just keep it up and allow yourself to cheat once in a while. Stick with it! 
20 Mar 13 by member: Theblurch
"then I'll hit the drive-thru. And I don't stop until I hate myself." LOL!!! There is something addictive about drive-thru food. I don't know if its the taste or what, but once I have one thing...I don't stop until I hate myself :) 
20 Mar 13 by member: sngglebnny


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