DIANAtheMUSICAL's Journal, 21 February 2013

My intake has been severely low. It's not healthy. But I'm not complaining.
I'm getting very close to someone. Closer than I'm used to at all. I was actually able to talk about my weight a little bit too--for the first time, I actually told someone "I feel like I'm somewhat pretty. But I'm fat, and I've always told myself you can't be pretty without being skinny". I was able to say things I've never said to another person.
This is so important to me. I feel there's some hope. I need to lose this weight. I keep thinking that if I were smaller, I'd be more loveable. I feel a need to fight for this. I need to be skinny to have a shot.
144.0 lb Lost so far: 19.0 lb.    Still to go: 24.0 lb.    Diet followed 100%.

Diet Calendar Entry for 21 February 2013:
780 kcal Fat: 39.00g | Prot: 11.00g | Carb: 99.00g.   Lunch: Reduced Fat Cheese Puffs. Dinner: French Fries (Large). Snacks/Other: Original Cheez Its. more...

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