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My intake has been severely low. It's not healthy. But I'm not complaining.
A few nights ago, Will had a long and deep conversation with me. I was actually able to talk about my weight a little bit--for the first time, I actually told someone "I feel like I'm somewhat pretty. But I'm fat, and I've always told myself you can't be pretty without being skinny". I also basically told him that I know one day I will commit suicide. I can't believe I was able to do that. Granted, it was immediately followed by a panic attack (for which he had already gone offline), but I still did it. And he's been amazing about not making it awkward.
But I can't help but want to be smaller with the thought that he could possibly like me, if not learn to like me.
144.0 lb Lost so far: 19.0 lb.    Still to go: 24.0 lb.    Diet followed 100%.
Diet Calendar Entry for 21 February 2013:
780 kcal Fat: 39.00g | Prot: 11.00g | Carb: 99.00g.   Lunch: Reduced Fat Cheese Puffs. Dinner: French Fries (Large). Snacks/Other: Original Cheez Its. more...
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