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I made some bad choices. Oh boy, did I make some baaaaad choices.
I wish I could say it was only the two parties I attended back to back yesterday when I should have been studying. Or the wheat products I consumed while I was there. But no. My self control went out the window ALL week and I have a 3lb gain to show for it.
Tomorrow is the start of a new week. I pledge to exercise three times for half an hour minimum each time. I pledge to record every single scrap that enters my mouth. And most of all I pledge not to sabotage myself.
I have a new motivator... there was a lot of picture taking. Oh god. The pictures. It's humiliating to see the 50lb difference between me at Stampede time last year and this year. After I worked so hard to get rid of it. I don't know what the hell's wrong with me. Who gives up on themselves like that? I was doing so well.
Well... this weekend I saw one of my childhood best friends for the first time in years. She doesn't come back to the country very often since she lives in the UK now, and she's not the type to comment on someone's looks, but I know she must have been surprised. She'll be back at Christmas, and I'll have something less to show for myself. I vow it.
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206.8 lb
Lost so far: 0.7 lb.
Still to go: 77.8 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 3.0 lb a week
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