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Alright... feeling rather ashamed today as in the last 6 months I have gained over 35lb. I don't want to be a fat nurse. I think I have to suck it up and go back to Weight Watchers even though it is ever so expensive in Canada. I wish I was in England where I still had my aunt's support.
I was also horrified to find that my exercise tolerance has taken a nose dive, I mean I don't even have the WILL to go for a walk whereas a year ago today, literally, my legs just never wanted to stop. But I've got my book of Calgary Urban Hikes and today I'm going. I'm starting out with an easy one that isn't too far from my house. And I'm enlisting my boyfriend's help - he loooooves nature walks and even though he is lean and very healthy, he has a teeny bit of tummy flab he'd like to lose. Mostly so his six-pack will be visible, haha.
I know that going to school is a major obstacle in my fat battle, since I don't make time to plan menus, go shopping, and make food in advance. I also no longer work an active job - I quit last September for a much better paying desk job and since then my weight loss plateaued and then started rapidly climbing. And of course the school cafeteria is extremely convenient. But enough. I have to start bento-boxing again.
I am actually at the point where there are people I want to avoid so that they don't comment on my weight gain since the last time they saw me.
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