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So, I took my daughter to the pool today. We live in a new neighborhood this summer and our old one didn't have a pool, so this was my first experience with that. I don't have a bathing suit so I wore a skirt and a shirt, not planning to go in the pool. I didn't go in the pool. My daughter played with her friend's mom. I felt out of place. I felt fat. I was the fattest person there. I decided that this summer is the last summer I will feel too fat to play in the pool with my child. I'm buying a bathing suit soon so I can be the one with her next time, but I know I'll feel uncomfortable.
Next summer, it won't even occur to me to see if I'm the fattest person there. I won't wonder, because I will know I am not.
I feel defeated, but determined.
Diet Calendar Entries for 12 June 2010:
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1903 kcal
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Fat: 139.00g | Prot: 134.45g | Carb: 31.40g.
Breakfast: Butter, Reduced Fat 2% Milk Natural Cheese Mexican Crumbles, Egg, Olive Oil. Lunch: Egg, Bacon, Blue & Roquefort Cheese Salad Dressing, Avocados, Cheddar Cheese, Blue Cheese Crumbles. Dinner: babybel, cream cheeses, Butter, Chicken Thigh (Skin Not Eaten). Snacks/Other: Cucumber (with Peel), broccoli, Lettuce, Tomatoes. more...
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3049 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 20 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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