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So as I sit down to write this (while watching Top Chef) I realize how absolutely lame it was for me to avoid this site for two days. Could there be anything lamer? Well, maybe. Some might say how hard I cried watching The Biggest Loser last night (are you all not obsessed?) but that is not lame at all since it was a total tear jerker. How amazing is Alison? She totally inspired me last night. And as I sat there with tears streaming down my face, I thought, "Yo, jackass, WHY WOULD YOU AVOID A SITE THAT WAS COMPLETELY INSPIRING AFTER BEING ON IT FOR 48 HOURS AND CHOSE TO READ HOW TO FIND A JOB BLOGS WHICH ARE TOTALLY LAME?" and I had no good answer. So I'm back on the attack. I even got my post-lame booty on the treadmill today. My next question I posed to myself in much the same tone as the previous question went something like, "Why do you not excercise everyday when every time you do you feel SO MUCH BETTER?" (well, once I get past the part when I want to puke.) My answer to that will be to START my day off with some movement to get it over with I mean get myself all geared up for reading more of those how to find a job sites and job boards and rejection letters and no responses and...whoa...wait a minute...was I getting negative there? And this is when I tell myself that if I get up and work out the energy and sense of accomplishment I get and feel enables everything else to seem more attainable and things run off my back so much easier.
So while I could go on and on, I need to figure out how to add my meals and excercise (now that I am doing it) and just keep taking this one day at a time. Vamanos!!
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