g_ortegam's Journal, 15 July 2018

I wanna be happy about this and I am. I'm just so sad about my pup. She has been in the hospital again. She can't leave oxygen. The vet discussed with me yesterday about our plan of care. If she doesn't stabilize I will have to make that hard choice and it breaks my heart. I miss her so much. I don't have children she has always been that for me. Loving and sweet. Always there. I am filled with so much anger towards myself for not doing enough. And today of all days is her doggy Birthday. I'm just sad 😭

253.0 lb Lost so far: 47.0 lb.    Still to go: 73.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.