Sigh...well where do I begin? In my failings or my successes? I am sick of being big. It makes my job so difficult...and I've noticed that people treat me differently now that I've gained alotta weight.
I feel like I'm slipping into a depression...maybe I just need some help here to catch a glimpse of reality...Lately I've failed at just about everything I've done and it's just really holding me back...I don't even want to attempt anything. I'm never like this...I'm generally a happy, positive person...a change is slowly coming over me and I regret to inform you all it's not exactly positive...I really, really want to do this.
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