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Just wrote this whole thing, then hit the wrong button and lost it. Neurosurgeon this past week. What's left of the tumor he couldn't get seems the same. He also pointed out a tumor that I hadn't known about. Says we will check it in three months and if it is growing we will radiate it. That scares me as much as another surgery, maybe more. Also not looking forward to another MRI. In the"old" days people died young because medicine had not progressed to this point. Sometimes I wish I could have just remained ignorant.
Oh well, might as well worry about something I can do something about - My Weight! This week went okay and I stayed the same at 128.3kg. I have wanted to pigout on sweets. Donuts, cookies, pie, cake, etc. I'm glad I didn't because then I would have gained. I better lose this week. The loss is needed to keep the optimism going and the strength to not give in to my inner child. Fasting glucose this morning was 132. Not where I want it, but have only taken my Lantus at bedtime instead of also adding a bolus of Novolog because of my fear of waking up with hypos. Guess I need to go back to using both types at bedtime. I guess it takes a little time to figure these things out. So, this week my goals are to work on losing at least one pound, hopefully two, and getting my fasting sugar to around 100. DH is still suffering from pain which he thinks is syaticca. He is making my life miserable as well. I feel for him, but I don't like bring either shunned or yelled at. This is the first time in years that my pain level is tolerable and now I can do things and he won't/can't. OK, enough whinning. Gonna grab something for breakfast, and watch the end of Father Dowling.
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282.9 lb
Lost so far: 5.1 lb.
Still to go: 84.9 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 12 February 2017:
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1776 kcal
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Fat: 94.31g | Prot: 77.66g | Carb: 153.92g.
Breakfast: Oreo Golden Oreo, Hormel Compleats Chicken Alfredo. Lunch: Pizza Hut 14" Large Meat Lover's Thin'N Crispy Pizza. Dinner: Blue Bunny Mini Swirls Caramel, Subway 6" Italian BMT. more...
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steady weight
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