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As usual I sabotaged myself. About 3 days ago I told my husband "sorry Bade, just got an email from Amazon, your present won't be here until Sat". Letting know I got him something, he usually doesnt think in a romantic way. Well, Valentine's day arrived and I gave him a card and told him I was sorry his gift was delayed (it was a music CD he wanted, I put a picture of it in his card). He went for the mail and brought back a padded envelope, I just knew it was something for me. Turns out he bought himself a set of wrenches ( he's 58, he's got a ton of wrenches). My Mom who lives near us, bought us a Valentine's dinner from a local restaurant, of course an Italian restaurant. I had planned to eat a bit of chicken Picatta and call it a day. I follow Keto and limit carbs most days. I After feeling sad and unloved, I added a bunch of bread, pasta and wine to my dinner. Today I feel like crap, I'm further from my goal and Its no ones fault but my own. I could sit here and blame my husband, but I've been with him a very long time and he wouldn't know a romantic gesture if he fell over it. At this point in my life I should know better then to run to food when I'm sad, II know he's clueless, but I also know inside he loves me. I wonder if I'll ever break this self sabotage cycle.
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223.0 lb
Lost so far: 27.0 lb.
Still to go: 43.0 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 15 February 2020:
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435 kcal
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Fat: 37.39g | Prot: 10.92g | Carb: 7.30g.
Breakfast: Libby's 100% Pure Pumpkin, Keto Waffle, Torani Sugar Free Vanilla Syrup, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Land O'Lakes Heavy Whipping Cream. more...
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gaining 1.6 lb a week
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