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Have not been able to control any part of my life. I'm constantly craving and eating. The last two weeks depression has taken over. There are a few days I have not gotten up at all except to go to the bathroom. I have not eaten. I cannot control my blood glucose. I finally got up tonight around 7:30. My bg was about 135. I injected 7 units of insulin. I ate 6.73 carbs. My bg has risen steadily since the meal. It is now 10:30 and my bg is 218. My major depression has lifted but unexplained things like this anger and confuse me. Ernie is in constant pain which makes him less comforting and understanding. Friends here have been dealing with many of their own problems and since I am usually the strong one, I don't want to show weakness. Housekeeping has gotten away from me. Ern has washed laundry and it has been pilings up waiting to be folded, hung and put away. If I could bring myself around to getting started the inerta would push me to finish and would also push away much of the depression. I've also needed you guys. I'm not totallt sure I remember how to use this ap and will be calling on you to help me remember. Thanks in advance for being there.
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290.3 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 92.3 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 11 September 2018:
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1265 kcal
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Fat: 76.16g | Prot: 56.65g | Carb: 89.30g.
Lunch: Great Value Fig Newton Bars, Peach, Hormel Compleats Chicken Alfredo. Dinner: Cheese Crackers (with Cheese Filling, Sandwich Type), Halls Cough Drops, Werther's Original Caramel Apple Filled Hard Candies, Tyson Foods Sausage Patty, Fried Egg. more...
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gaining 2.8 lb a week
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