rebeccafussner's Journal, 26 May 2018

It is a known fact that I use food as a crutch. I throw up my hands in frustration and head for the poisonus sugar. WHY? IT DOES'NT EVEN TASTE GOOD ANYMORE. The biopsy is done and honestly I am scared for Mom. I am NOT ready to be the oldest adult in my family. ( shivers ...i can barely keep me out of trouble... how can I lead the family?) So it is stil a possibility that it is an infection will know next week. How am i going to stay with the W.O.E if it is the BIG C WORD. So do any of you know where i gan get a better back bone? This one's a little wimpy.
196.7 lb Lost so far: 27.3 lb.    Still to go: 18.7 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
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Thoughts and Prayers.... Whether you realize it or not, your speaking and venting about things are signs your more together than you think. It's okay to be scared, its okay to cry, feel nervous, anxious, etc.....Anyone in this situation would be concerned. Your inner strength, faith, and instinct will kick in and over ride the emotions when ready. I wish you and your family well. You have friends here to speak with, just do what comes natural. :}  
26 May 18 by member: wright2018
You will rise to the occasion if need be...you are so strong. Prayers for good news 
26 May 18 by member: momma6224
It’s amazing the strength we find when we have to, I’m sure it will come to you when it’s required the most. Take care.  
26 May 18 by member: skinnyminny54
The strength will come if needed, God has a tricky way of helping us with those things 😊. Prayers for your mom and that the news is not the bad word. 
27 May 18 by member: jenniferl12003
Perhaps you might consider changing your self talk. Instead of "it is a known fact that I use food as a crutch" something like "it is a known fact, clearly exemplified by my weight loss success, that although sugar is my cryptonite, I am the type of Bad Btich that can find the strength to do what is best for me when it is most difficult." Let's go, Morticia! #gomezawaits #grindtime  
27 May 18 by member: jimmiepop
Jimmie is right, our words do matter 😉 
27 May 18 by member: rosio19

     
 

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