Today I am choosing to do something different. I am choosing to be who I desire to be. I have gone through many steps to get to this point and the final straw was quirky but it happened! I recorded video of myself and watched it just to see what I really looked like. It was like an embarrassingly long selfie with me smiling just trying to bring out the best! In my defense, the world is kinda like this now! Back to the point! It ended up not being about what I looked like, it was more of a WHO I looked liked because it wasn't me! I won't be unkind to myself and say I looked "bad" but I didn't look like the happy healthy relatively young woman I feel like. I feel like a decent looking 27 year old woman who has so much to look forward to. Yet the disconnect between what I eat and what my body actually requires is clear! I am so excited because today is the last day I will ever accept this bad deal for myself, my insides will reflect my outsides and the balance will be phenomenal!