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well getting close to the 15 kg mark. once i get to that im 1/4 of the way thru my goal.
does nt sound like much of a loss up against my overall weight to loose. but to me its a big, big achievement.
the way i view it is 15kg lost with 45 kg to goooo. so i break that grand total into 15 kg chunks.
so I CAN DO 15 kg 3 times over. and before i know it i will be closer and closer to my 70kg.
i truely owe it to myself to be at 70kg. to look like a normal person again. to be able to fit clothes off the rack at boutique stores.
i am worthy of being healthy. i can learn and am learning to treat my body as my temple. i can choose healthy foods, but also enjoy a treat once a week.
i am now enjoying my exercise over driving my car. i feel pretty most days of the week instead of fat and ugly.
people are noticing my body dropping weight. most are happy for me, but of course there are a few that aint. i have learn to ignore the people who have no encouragement towards me and to listen to the people that want only the good for me.
today of course is easter friday. so im allowing myself 1 small marshmellow egg.
back before i started this journey i would have eaten every style easter egg ever made. plus more...
i see that i have come a long way in the last 10 weeks. and every step has been for the better.
i truely believe i will reach my 70 kg.....
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