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mmm, was a very stressful day late yesterday afternoon. had to leave work and head to hospital. partner got rushed there , but thankfully 6 hours later he was released.
i had the headache from hell. forgot to grab my food i bring each day and ended up eating from the cafe that was on the hospital site.
since it was late afternoon there was nt exactly healthy options to choose from. it was either fall over from no food or choose from there menu.
ended up eating b&e pie.
i have spent most of today stressed to the max as well. thankfully i have managed to stick to my points.
weigh in tomorrow god knows what that will read. i like to think with all the stress i would have dropped. but since it went up 200grams a couple of days ago im thinking god knows.
have planned to walk to work tomorrow as missed today with all the commotion. i tell ya it feels like im going round in circles . life seems to be falling apart for me right now.
i reminded myself last nite that i can still achieve my weightloss. but woke up this morning feeling up and down.
god give me the strength to carry on this fight to get my body back. i looked in the windows yesterday and seen my reflection. god i look so huge, even with my weight loss so far.
honestly, im disgustingly huge. my partner said to me do not give up on yourself. it takes time to see the improvements, blah, blah.
i know he loves me fat or thin. and im lucky he gives me 100% support.
but some days i just can not see the light at the end of my new image, lol.
anyway another day tomorrow. finished my 3rd bottle of water so might go shout myself a zero coke. and get my walking gear ready for my walk tomorrow.
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