Skyelaps's Journal, 16 June 2016

It didn't let me put my weigh in, but it's 124.3!!!!! 

Muscles are sexier than bones! You're going to need to eat to fuel the muscle growth. I hope they will give you some great advice about how best to do that at the gym.  

Good for you to get gym advice! I always think the hardest part is to get yourself into the doors! What is a 15 day water fast?  

So glad to hear that! We are here to help, and we want to see you sexy, and healthy. Of course that is my very male point of view. Please put on a some pounds and show us an after. I'm telling you, you will look great! 

I second Warren.. The tweaker girl look- not as sexy as healthy girl look! It's only my opinion, but we want you to shine in life because you're healthy! 

100 pounds??? Embracing bones??? I'm sorry.... I'm not normally one to butt in to other people's business, but as someone who has had an eating disorder for 20 years all sorts of alarms are going off for me and they have since you first showed up saying you needed to lose weight. Even then your goal weight was way lower than what was recommended for your height. I wanted to say something then but bit my tongue instead. My general rule is to let everyone make their own way, mistakes and all, but this is different. I hope you get the help that you need because you're walking into very dangerous territory and I say all this with love. You are already very skinny and see disappointment and the need to lose weight when you look in the mirror. That my dear is body dysmorphia and that paired your your proclaimed guilt about eating is a recipe for disaster. Please get help sooner than later. The longer you let these thoughts live in your head the harder it is to get well. Eating disorders kill.  

......and Christine, she is not alone, I have seen at least 3 others, and they are attractive ladies, who have goal weights of skin and bones. I'm sorry, but boobs are nice, actually better than that. lol Just holding mine isn't really doing it for me. 

She's 5'7 and is aiming for 100 pounds!!! She doesn't need help and encouragement to lose weight. She needs help of a different sort. I just read her journals and my heart is breaking. She's in trouble and I really hope she gets the right kind of help before it's too late. There is no healthy way to lose weight when you're already underweight. All I see is danger here.  

I didn't realize you ms. Skylapse is 5'7... Please if anything ask God to point you in the right direction. Maybe the gym will help, maybe that's where you need to be. Best wishes for you and your family. 

Sky, ask your trainer what you should be eating in order to support your muscle. In our culture it's really easy to think we need to lose 'weight'. Strong and fit is the new skinny. Don't let our culture sell you the 'weight' myth. 

Ditto...Ditto...Ditto...usually I'm the one being yelled at for pointing out the obvious. Clearly there is an eating disorder. If Sky sees a trainer and he says.."Yes, I'll help you lose that weight and get to 100lbs", let me know. I'll find his organization and have his license pulled. A mental health professional is who you need to see, as @Christine pointed out, you have body dysmorphia. 

I'm going to have to agree with the other commenters. maybe others in your life are afraid to say these things to you.. we are not. and although we mat seem like just words on a screen.. .we are people who are genuinely concerned for your health. what good is it to be super skinny when your organs shut down ? ... muscle is where it's at... if you want a very low fat percentage, sure.. but please please do it by gaining muscle and eating a diet that is healthy and will support muscle growth.  

Sky, as odd as it may seem to you, we all are wanting the best for you. Sometimes we can't see our own problems.  

It's funny bc some sites say a the lowest healthy weight for me, 38 5'4 is 107 and the highest healthy weight is 145. I don't think your trainer is going to help you to get to a goal of 100lbs unless u r short. I forgot how tall you are and your age.  

She's 5'7  

My nephew died from his anorexia. We may seem like we are just people on your screen but I will not support your weight loss. I love to help motivate people but I cannot help you. Please seek help for you eating disorder. 

Just curious.. Unless I read the end of your journal wrong...You want to sere more bone? That doesn't sound like a healthy goal.. Why not try gaining muscle an becoming strong? 

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Not like we are picking on people, but Anahi Ruiz; her profile looks very similar. She, I believe speaks Spanish. She is on my asked to be friends list. 

Don't know where you're from, sugarplum, but I doubt it's from the South, cornfed is redneck chic, and I like it like that.