Debbie Cousins's Journal, 29 March 2022

Still dragging this morning, and then I got a big stressor. You know I go out every morning and do these Price Monitoring jobs. Well, last week, one of the jobs my husband and I was Rejected for both of us because of "Contributor Collaboration." I wrote to them and told them that we each do our own jobs and the only collaboration was that we drive to the store together and go through doing the same jobs at the same time. Well, apparently, that is against their "integrity" policy. I guess they think I'm taking his phone and doing both our jobs myself, or something. They wrote back and said that, after consideration, the rejection would stand.

I don't care about losing the dollar! It's the principle of the thing. I've always hated being accused of doing something I DIDN'T do - makes me feel like I might as well BE doing the accursed thing! It really threw me for a loop this morning, and made me kind of depressed - so much so that, for the very first time in 4-1/2 months of doing these jobs, I just went back to bed and didn't go out.

It's after 11ma, and I haven't done ANY walking and I haven't drunk ANY water. I haven't done my daily Bible reading or worked on the lesson for my Bible study group call on Thursday. I haven't responded to any notifications on FatSecret. Basically, I haven't done anything.

Well, I DID get up at midnight and make a Franklin Nut Cake. I did try to go back to sleep during the three hours that it had to bake, but no luck, so I was up from midnight until I went back to bed at 8:30, and I slept until after 10. When I got up, I used the leftover eggs and bacon from the Mama's Pancake Breakfast I got us to share yesterday, and I made us each a sandwich on toast. (Husband is still sick, and being very picky about what he wants to eat. On Saturday, he didn't have anything. On Sunday, only a roll toasted with some jelly on it, and the pancakes yesterday morning were the first thing of substance he ate.

So, about that Franklin Nut Cake . . . in my weakened state, I've already eaten two slices of it - one right after the rejection confirmation and the other one just now, after having "breakfast." I know, I know. If I hadn't MADE it, I wouldn't have eaten it. I want to send some to the couple who took us out to dinner on Friday, and some to my husband's aunt, who gave us $1,000 to get our car out of the shop last month. I'll also give some to my MIL, so there'll only be about 1/4 of a cake for us.

OK, I guess I should do something, anything, to make some progress. OH, I did do all the dishes from cooking a roast, sautéed mushrooms, mashed potatoes, green beans and carrots. Did all those and put them away last night. Then, after baking the cake, I did up all those dishes, too. I feel a lot better when my kitchen is clean. It sucks the life out of me when it is a mess.

Enough drama.

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ok, I'm putting on my big girl panties and doing something about my situation! I just drank ONE bottle of water. Now, I'm going to get up and walk 1/4 mile back and forth through my house (it's 35 degrees outside). Then, I'll drink another water. I've got 1-1/2 hours before our video counseling appointment. I'll see how much I can get accomplished. Just having a place to vent helped a little. Thanks for being there, guys! 
29 Mar 22 by member: Debbie Cousins
Good for you Debbie! We ARE here for you and believe you will get right back to what was working for you! May the rest of your day be blessed and may you get WAAAAY more sleep tonight!😴🥱 
29 Mar 22 by member: CrystalJo74
Thanks, @CrystalJo74 - you're such an encourager! I'm drinking my 4th bottle of water now, and I've walked 1/4 of a mile three times - so 3/4 of a mile so far today. I'll be out of commission for an hour and a half for our appointment, so not sure how much more I'll accomplish, but at least the day isn't a total waste. 
29 Mar 22 by member: Debbie Cousins
It's crazy how it only takes 1 little thing to throw a 🐒🔧into our whole journey! Hubby being sick is a major stressor then the crazy people and their accusations. So Proud of you for the Big Girl 🩳 so quickly! Blessings on you and your hubby!  
29 Mar 22 by member: SLYONE 22
That ruling seems unfair, but something better will come your way. Do something nice for yourself. You deserve it. 
29 Mar 22 by member: Tink1953
Why do they care as long as the work gets done? I don’t know what a Franklin Nut Cake is, but it does sound like it could be a good solution to many troubles! 😆 
29 Mar 22 by member: Doogle1
❤️ One day at a time. Hugs.🦋🦋🦋 
29 Mar 22 by member: Brigit0
I don't know what a Price Monitoring job is, but I do know where I work married couples aren't allowed to be line managed by the same person or work in the same department. Some of these jobs the standard shifts from 'innocent until proven guilty' to 'caesar's wife' which is to say, caesar's wife will be executed if there's even a rumour she's unfaithful, because she has to be above suspicion. It sucks but there you have it. That's my guess anyway. xx carry on trucking. and look up tubthumping by chumbawumba. I play that loud when things go wrong for me. :D  
29 Mar 22 by member: Bubbles McBubble
Your journey is about yourself! Lift your chin and remember why you do what you do. We are here to support you!!!! Never give up on yourself 
29 Mar 22 by member: NikkiOli

     
 

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