I almost don't want to type in my new weight. If I waited until tomorrow, I know it would be under 170. But I was down five pounds since my last dr visit. Why does that number still scream failure to me? I NEEDED it to stop at 169.9. Pleaded at the numbers with my mind. I didn't gain, but I still feel the way that I thought I would feel if I did gain. I need to work harder. Try harder. Count more. Exercise more. Do. This. Faster.
Diet Calendar Entries for 22 October 2010:
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685 kcal
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Fat: 26.55g | Prot: 32.35g | Carb: 79.95g.
Breakfast: 14" Pepperoni Pizza. Lunch: light balsamic vinaigrette, cherry tomato, onion, peperoncini, lettuce, Turkey. more...
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2170 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Sitting - 9 hours, Resting - 7 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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