Yngshen Tsai's Journal, 15 February 2016

I hate Chinese New Year when people ask private details about every aspect of my life and force me to eat, drink, and visit relatives and friends I don't want to be near at that moment. I must admit that jealousy has crept in during this time of year when everyone else seems to have a MERRIER and BETTER life than I do. Plus, after a week of festivity I dared not step on the scales and see the number rising; worse yet, it did rise! 'What am I going to do?' screamed my heart. 'Get rid of those nasty, negative feelings!' I replied.
219.0 lb Lost so far: 5.9 lb.    Still to go: 75.7 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entries for 15 February 2016:
1662 kcal Fat: 56.59g | Prot: 102.02g | Carb: 188.32g.   Breakfast: Lipton Sweetened Iced Tea, Bacon, Chicken and Tomato Club Sandwich with Lettuce and Spread. Lunch: Egg Omelet or Scrambled Egg with Cheese and Ham or Bacon, Cooked Broccoflower (Fat Added in Cooking), Baked or Broiled Fish, White Rice. Dinner: Cooked Broccoli (Fat Added in Cooking), Baked or Broiled Fish, Cooked Spinach (from Fresh, Fat Added in Cooking), White Rice. more...
3473 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 2 hours, Desk Work - 5 hours, Housework - 2 hours, Resting - 7 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
gaining 0.7 lb a week

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I'm sorry you had a lousy holiday. It sounds like those people care about you and want you around, even if they have an annoying way of showing it. It turns out that a lot more people are a lot more unhappy than they lot on. Maybe some of them are just pretending to everyone else and even to themselves. No worries, you only went up a bit, and some of that is probably water weight, so you can get right back on track now! I like your answer to yourself. You have the answers. Good luck for a healthy, happier new year to you! 
14 Feb 16 by member: kpwcalories
. . . than they *let* on. . . 
14 Feb 16 by member: kpwcalories
Thank you. In addition to losing weight, I should at the meantime build a stronger, healthier mindset. I know they love me, but it hurts sometimes when they are around even when I want to give up on myself. It makes me feel SO weak and guilty. 
14 Feb 16 by member: Yngshen Tsai
But I will keep on keeping on for sure. 
14 Feb 16 by member: Yngshen Tsai
I understand. I was in Hong Kong by myself last year during Chinese New Year, and it looked like everyone was having fun with friends and family around me. You're not weak and guilty. You're human and worthy. 
14 Feb 16 by member: kpwcalories

     
 

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