8hunter6's Journal, 09 February 2016

Ok seriously. ... I went to make a tea.. my husband comes downstairs too... he brings out honey peanut butter, jam, yogurt, bread, cereal, starts just drinking the heavy cream.. then adds some to his milk... how the hell is he only 173 pounds?? how? I eat like that and I'll be morbidly obese again. .... so I'm watching this as my tea steeps... all I can see in my head is him pouring a pound of sugar down his throat.... and then he turns and says "oh.... sorry hunny.. but hey atleast today i did some push ups" ..... I just measure out my cream for my tea, shake my head, grab my tea and laundry basket and walk upstairs..... I know i can't change someone who doesn't want to change.. but its still hard to watch. He ate like me for a few days and lost 5 pounds.... like that's great.... but I guess this is jealously speaking. he's so close to being the weight he wants. he has muscle. but is just drinking sugar basically. yet I sit here with no sugar in my tea, avoiding as many carbs as possible and I know i still have 80+ pounds to go ..... some days I want to punch him ... I love him ... but still wanna punch him ha ha ha ..... whatever. ..... just more reason not to quit.... I want to be a success story... I want to have more strength than him... we are the same height ..... so it's not THAT far fetched ... just a measly 80 pounds in the way... then I can move all the heavy furniture and what not and not feel inferior.... lol guess my brains are a little crazy after staring down a PB&J. ...... stupid sugary demon on bread...

Diet Calendar Entry for 09 February 2016:
922 kcal Fat: 53.32g | Prot: 94.43g | Carb: 11.90g.   Breakfast: Kerrygold Pure Irish Butter, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). Lunch: Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Lee Kum Kee Sriracha Chili Sauce, Wholly Guacamole Avocado Verde, Valley Fresh 100% Natural Canned Chicken Breast in Water. Dinner: Andy Boy Romaine Lettuce, Oscar Mayer Traditional Bacon, Harris Teeter Fresh Salsa, Wholly Guacamole Avocado Verde, Perdue Thin Sliced Boneless Skinless Chicken Breasts. Snacks/Other: Land O'Lakes Heavy Whipping Cream. more...

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Ha ha ha ha northern.... lucky for him I've been non violent for 8 years now... in the old days... ya I woulda straight up punched him in the jaw.... but instead i calmly made my tea and imagined how good I'm gonna look/feel ....  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
Lol besides, I swear he doesn't do it on purpose. . he's just kinda stupid when it comes to other people's feelings.  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
We are on the other spectre... He doesn't drink beer one weekend and he is back down to 190 and his fat percentage is down to 21. The real pain is he shares this info without provocation. Sometimes I want to punch him in his head. That's what my heavy bag is for..lol. Keep up the great work. 
10 Feb 16 by member: Alnona
lol. He's a guy. Doesn't think of people's feelings? It's one of our things. Blurt! 
10 Feb 16 by member: northernmusician
Lol maybe I should hang our heavy bag... lol might help!! ya I know.. .he's like the biggest guys guy ever... but still... all that sugar in front of a person on a diet?? lol ha ha ha whatever atleast I can laugh about it.  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
And the funny thing, is PB & J and bread are a double NO NO, on this diet that I just started. It's about cutting out all sugar, and bread is broken down to sugar in your body. So the Insulin spike kills fat burning. It's all very interesting! 
10 Feb 16 by member: warrenwinter
I hear ya there. My husband has always had a high natural metabolism and weighs 100 pounds less than I do and he's always eating whatever he wants and even eats more than me! 
10 Feb 16 by member: HealthFreak100
Have you heard of Metabolic Aftershock? Would you like to try it? If so, just send me a PM and I will hook you up for free.  
10 Feb 16 by member: Fast Track 1
drinking the heavy cream? I am literally gagging just thinking about that. reminds me of how my boyfriends grandmother can just eat butter by the spoon...again GAG lol 
10 Feb 16 by member: Panigale1199
When I wore a "younger man's clothes", I too could eat whatever... whenever... and as MUCH as I wanted to... and NOT gain ANYTHING... those times are LONG gone... I look at food, and DUOH!!! YUP... you guessed it... so, I believe it's a YOUTH trait that will sadly fade over time... 
10 Feb 16 by member: millerm40
I know it's not much, but think about the self-discipline it took to grab your tea and move on, then smile :).  
10 Feb 16 by member: Dive_Dog1
LOL - the last time I all out cheated it was Pb&J on bread because my husband was flaunting his in the kitchen - I say flaunting - he was trying to hide from me becuase he knew I would want some! 
10 Feb 16 by member: HCB
yup mine is 175 and I'm 234 .... so annoying. lol HBC you had one?? lol how did that feel?? thank you dive dog... ya it was pretty hard.... drinking cream is nothing... he will drink straight honey.... but I'm the fat one.... *shakes head* when I'm all fit he will regret not joining me  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
yup mine is 175 and I'm 234 .... so annoying. lol HBC you had one?? lol how did that feel?? thank you dive dog... ya it was pretty hard.... drinking cream is nothing... he will drink straight honey.... but I'm the fat one.... *shakes head* when I'm all fit he will regret not joining me  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
Oh I feel your pain. smh. Yep love mine, want to punch him sometimes. I've heard "at least I did some pushups today" line more than once. grrrrr 
10 Feb 16 by member: Pandorasink
omg you hear that too??? lol I don't use squats and sit ups as an excuse.... then he goes further " I even had my feet on the bed" .... . I dont care! you just ate a bucket of sugar!! lol  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
Yeap, sounds just like my husband! I feel what your going through , am right there with you. Because of womens hormones it takes us longer and is more difficult to loose weight. I gained 50lbs in 6months when i stopped my birth control to try to conceive again. I didn't understand why I wasn't getting pregnant and skipping cycles until I went to my doctor and got blood tests done and sure enough I was diagnosed with PCOS . Stat strong , you'll get there :) 
10 Feb 16 by member: sleann16
PCOS?? what's that?? don't get me started on birth control..... it's nice not having a MILLION kids... but man... sure kills your body 
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
PCOS: Polycystic Ovarian SYndrome: Not very common with normal body weight, unfortunately increasingly common with overweight and obese woman. Low Carb diet does wonders for this.. 
10 Feb 16 by member: mahjohn
seriously. .... I'm starting to think you don't work with computers at all and you are really a doctor in disguise  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6

     
 

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