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I'd be lying if I said yesterday wasn't discouraging. I managed to get 40 calories above my comfort limit, but I had meant to increase it far more. In the end, my brain couldn't handle it and I had to admit defeat. I know that for every win, there'll be three losses, but it doesn't make taking those hits any easier. All I can do now is focus on today, which is exactly what I'm planning on doing. My goal is to fill in some of my deficits with liquid calories in a comfortable format. Getting down drinks has always been easier than food. I can confidently say that I've already made some headway this morning. Now all I have to do is keep going! All of that aside, yesterday definitely wasn't all bad. I had an interview for a third job on top of my current full time job, per diem side job, volunteer position, and full time school. I'm still a straight A student at university, don't worry, I can handle it lol I think the interview went well and, if I get the job, it'll pay more than my current full time one, which will help me move out of my abusive home situation. So from THAT angle, yesterday was pretty awesome. If you've read all of this, God bless you. Here's some photos I took yesterday featuring makeup I loved and my new favorite filter. You've got to have fun somehow. Thanks so much for reading!
Diet Calendar Entry for 23 April 2021:
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618 kcal
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Fat: 24.31g | Prot: 22.10g | Carb: 102.04g.
Breakfast: NOS Sugar Free High Energy Performance Drink, Starbucks Triple Shot Energy Zero Sugar, BodyArmor Peach Mango Lyte. Dinner: Glaceau Vitamin Water Zero Shine Strawberry Lemonade (Bottle), Lettuce, Parsley , Tomatoes, Kronos Authentic Pita, Garbanzo Mediterranean Grill Tahini Sauce, Falafel , Pickled Vegetables. more...
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You look great. Pretty photos! Keep up the good work.
23 Apr 21 by member: Baileysmomee
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Stay positive and keep up the great work on your journey to be healthy!
23 Apr 21 by member: jdstore
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That's awesome. If it is easier to drink things, consider something like the ensure protein shakes. Congratulations with the job. I also currently a fulltime student at a university, I have two part time jobs and I am just pushing through. Just remember, any setback is a reason to push harder.
23 Apr 21 by member: MadMaddy21
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Lovely photos D, you are very pretty💓, God agrees 🙂 He says in the word that you were beautifully and wonderfully made. Keep working hard on making those good choices, you've come so far.👏🏽👏🏽 Philipians 4:13 says 'I can do ALL things through Christ which strengtheneth me.' When I feel weak or am struggling, I ask Jesus to strengthen me, and He never disappoints me , praise His name, He always gives me the grace to get through those moments (like when I lost someone very dear to me suddenly). Happy to hear of the job opportunity, wishing you great success🙏🏽🌻. Have a blessed and victorious day D, let's win today, you've got this by God's grace. 🙏🏽💗
23 Apr 21 by member: Daughter of the_King
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Sorry you are in an abusive home situation. I pray the new job opportunity works out for you, and also for strength for your heavy schedule. I watch Dr Ramani on Youtube regarding how to live in an abusive environment. It's been very helpful to me.
23 Apr 21 by member: Snowwhite100
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I love your makeup or is it a fitter
23 Apr 21 by member: Abigail618
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You're beautiful just the way you are. I love that hair color on ya too! Focus on the inside not the outside and just keep reaching for your goals.
23 Apr 21 by member: Pawprints2006
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Love the mindset. Focus positive. Focus forward. Perfect. You will be successful in upgrading your living situation soon enough. Until then, wishing you bottomless self forgiveness and self love.
23 Apr 21 by member: jimmiepop
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Just keep focusing on you! Remember, you are important, your FS family supports you. Oh, and your pics are adorable!
23 Apr 21 by member: tandtr
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Despite having all the jobs you have, just remember to focus on yourself too.
23 Apr 21 by member: morganstuart
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I admire your hard work and your focus. 🙏🏻 I hope that more opportunities continue to present themselves until your needs and your wants are one.
Stay positive and your home situation will change for the better as will your health and habits and as you can see,you have some people rooting for you so keep up the fantastic work!! 👊
23 Apr 21 by member: Lou.P23
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Will keep you in my prayers for the courage to control your mind, rather than your mind controlling you. You got this!
23 Apr 21 by member: lorielundgren
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Even Wonder Woman and Ms. Marvel had bad days and still managed to save the world.
PS. photo filters only hide your gorgeousness.
23 Apr 21 by member: HappyJohn9
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Keep up the great work you are doing in school and remember to do self-care. I hope you get the new job so you can get out of your current situation. Best Wishes to you and good luck!!
23 Apr 21 by member: lorrigerwig
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23 Apr 21 by member: ladytanker
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Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and will not be afraid; for the Lord God is my strength and my song, and he has become my salvation.” Isaiah 12:2
23 Apr 21 by member: Greenmom1518
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23 Apr 21 by member: Caravo
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Stay with it - you deserve the bright side in the next part of life!
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