masenya1738's Journal, 17 January 2021

I always seem to fit into the same size no matter what I weigh 😂 maybe it’s because I wear tight fitting clothes and I always buy stretchy fabrics. Always squeeze myself into things, I think I can get away with it cause I’m short 😂😂 

This is so opportune. I just spent this weekend going through my wardrobe, fitting and throwing out all the clothes and shoes that do not fit me. Most of them are bottoms. There’s some jeans that I couldn’t throw out even as they fall down. I will find a seamstress I hope to tailor them. It’s a joyous feeling but I don’t have the funds for a new wardrobe every time I lose 5kgs. Anyways, wishing you the best 🌸🌸 

I started last year 20kg heavier than I am now, and I am still only about 2/3rds of the way. Over the festive I cleaned out my closet for things that looked absolutely huge for me, and donated them,and treated myself to new clothes, knowing that I don't plan to remain this size, but for sustainable weight loss my best guess is it will still take me another year to get where I want to be, so I can't wonder around in clothes 3 sizes too big for a year 🤷‍♀️ 

About 3 years ago I lost a lot of weight and got rid of all my big clothes... Now I'm heavier than I was before I started back then and none of my clothes fit me 😭  

I reward myself financially with every kilo I loose and every day I stick to my exercise and kj. It can be as little as R5 or R10 into a jar. It is my new clothing when I get to goal weight fund. So if I could be good most of the month R300 or more in teh kitty that i would have used for pizza or a capuchino previously.