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12 June 2015

Tommorow I start to move... outside!
Enough is enough!
Even letting go of the "losing weight by moving" thing... I'll end up crazy if I stay inside (because of sprained ankle) any longer! Inside is hot, outside it's a breeze and nice cooling showers and a lot shadow and greenery and... I just hate staying inside!!!!!!!!!!!!

I might walk funny and slowly with a cast, but I rather do that than stay inside any longer!!!!!!

I'm just scared of not making my ankle worse...

I feel bad and worse and worse and worse and worse every day, I can't do any work (which equals to earning any money- not 1... any currency, at all), I'm getting bored even with the things I used to enjoy very much, I eat too much crap, I smoke too much, I drink too much - I need to get out!

I'm still contemplating on doing this now, but it's 23:14 (friday evening) here and my daughter (my favourite companion for "active stuff") needs to go to sleep... If I call a friend to go out... we'll just end up at the first terrace we find, having even more beers and talking until morning...

And it's not beer that I'm missing!!!!!!!!!

I haven't seen my boyfriend in almost 3 weeks and we'll meet next week and I hope to be able to lose the cast until then (at least for a couple of hours, no matter how I'll, then, walk even!) - I don't want him to see me like this (not because of any stupid stuff, but because it will make him sad&co. - he's a really nice guy!). I need (want - loool!) to "fix my leg" and get used to using it, again, all until next week - the beginning of it would be better, loool!

A few weeks back I wanted to start running and exercising outside... now I have to settle with walking as the best thing possible (outside)...

It's summer, on the 19th school ends and my daugher is "free for fun", I wanted to travel and go to the beach and to the pool and get a tan and go to the mountains and hike in the hills & mountains around and learn to skate on a penny (at least a penny - I'm not that good at riding skates) and go out with the rollerblades and cycle ("to freedom" - loool!) and ride on the scooter (skate type) and spend whole days reading in the park (we have the most beautiful "city-park" I've ever seen, even in pictures or movies! Ok, maybe NYC's Central Park might be a little better, but we don't get... almost no creeps, ever - lol!) and playing with the ball (that's how I spained my ankle, loool) or badmington and pool and table hokey with my daughter and having picnics and grills and going outside, on the alleyin from of my window (not that far - loool!), and spend time with "my old ladies" (neighbours) and the local Red-Cross manager still waits for my call, because I talked to her about joining (my life-long dream - one of them! To work as a Red-Cress volunteer!) and I miss friends too and I wanted to visit family and our dog (my daughters, but I'm the main "caretaker") will go crazy inside, because I can't let her alone with it and my parents kind of dislike it (to put it midly!), and so much other stuff and... instead of this... I haunt the house non-stop, 24/7, doing nothing that seems fun or usefull anymore!

And I'm more than bored of abs and leg-lifts and butt lifts and arm lifts and weights and any other "sporting activity" that involves me sitting down!!!

Yes, I'm crabby and I'm ranting! No, I don't get PMS and my period only starts in... a few weeks - looool! It's just... "the confinement effect" - loooool!!!Mrrr!!!

Yes, I know I'll be fine and I'll figure all this stuff out! I'm just crabby! Maybe it will help others to see that they are not the only ones to get these moments!!!!!!!

See you in a few days, folks, wheN i'll feel better!

12 June 2015

Weigh-in: 154.3 lb lost so far: 8.8 lb still to go: 35.3 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (6 comments) steady weight

11 June 2015

Weigh-in: 154.3 lb lost so far: 8.8 lb still to go: 35.3 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (3 comments) losing 15.4 lb a week

10 June 2015

Weigh-in: 156.5 lb lost so far: 6.6 lb still to go: 37.5 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 15.4 lb a week

09 June 2015

Weigh-in: 158.7 lb lost so far: 4.4 lb still to go: 39.7 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment steady weight

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