ChicaLean's Journal, 13 March 2014

One day for certain I will be a bit more social but I just can't work with the same people all day and then be forced to socialize with them when I get home too. Well, I refused to be bullied today. But at what price? I had to sneak into the house and up the stairs to make it to my batcave, my only solace. Sure, I was hungry and I did not have dinner but I knew that I had three things: water, sunflower seeds and a pear. There is no way I’m leaving this room tonight so that will have to do. It’s pretty late anyway and I’m tired. I’ve been pulling later than normal hours working on a project and kinda avoiding home. Anyway, good night to all and note to self learn to meditate or take something to relieve stress because the new twitching eye thing I've got going on is a little annoying. I hope nobody thinks I’m winking at them.
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LOL, Chica. Hopefully it will get better soon! :D 
13 Mar 14 by member: Rob.c.weiss
I'm hoping things get better for you soon too! Yes, please do whatever you can to relieve your stress -- meditating or journaling as you did are good stress relievers for me. Hang in there -- we are here for you! And, who knows where an unintended wink may lead?!? xoxox  
14 Mar 14 by member: Ruhu
LOL, I better fix the eye thing fast because I'm surrounded by a bunch of miscreants. Well the seed, pear and water dinner went quite well. The scale dropped again this morning but I guess I am a little nervous about posting it and then getting stuck at 152 again. But it so great to know that with support and effort I can find my way back. So yesterday was 153 and today the scale read 152.5.  
14 Mar 14 by member: ChicaLean
Everyone needs their solace; glad you found yours. I used to feel the same about people wanting to go out for a drink after work.. ala.. 'are you kidding.. you're the same person who frustrated me all day not getting your work done.. now you want me to buy you a round of drinks? Uh, no...' Of all the things I miss about Cutty I won't lie and say I miss the noise and TV and constant needs. It may take a while before the joy of my solace wears off. I think pears and sunflower seeds make for an interesting dinner :-) And that eye twitch ... gah.. I hate that; hope you get it soon because I know it can be frustrating. 
14 Mar 14 by member: FullaBella
Yeh, whenever I get that eye twitch, nobody around me even notices. I can even say "There! Did you see it?" and they'll give me the concerned look you give a child who is talking about his invisible friend, and say "Er, no."  
14 Mar 14 by member: Rob.c.weiss
Lol, Rob I just saw this 2am this morning, that's funny.  
15 Mar 14 by member: ChicaLean
Chica. Sometimes we do have to look after ourselves first. It's okay to sneak away sometimes. As to Rob and your uncontrollable eye twitch... you need to work on that, Rob. The goal is to have them giggle when it happens spontaneously. (Unless it's another guy.) 
15 Mar 14 by member: northernmusician
Yeh, @NM. Sadly, that was the guy's reaction to the eye-twitch. With women... ah well, sad story, never mind. 
15 Mar 14 by member: Rob.c.weiss


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