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Mental health is a good thing right? I've been thinking about how I grew up and some of the absolutely batshit crazy stuff that happened and trying to figure out how I should feel about some of it. help?
Ok, I grew up in Memphis in the 60s and 70s. All well and good. My dad had friends he grew up with and some he'd met over time. Normal. Once in a while my mother, who absolutely hated daddy's friends would go out of town on an antiquing trip and be gone for a weekend. Daddy's buddies would come over and jam for an afternoon/evening. I was and wasn't a fan of some of the music so I'd go hide in my closet because it deadened sounds. How many Hank Williams Sr. songs can a girl listen to? They knew all of them ugh. Anyway, I got fed up one day and did my hide thing. After a bit I realized someone was playing guitar in my room. Swamp Witch, played softly. I cracked the door and kinda crept out and sat on the floor. He played for about half an hour, then talked to me for a few minutes before going back to play in the living room. How should I react? I was deemed a major liar at school for telling. I didn't know it wasn't normal for half the Hee Haw gang to show up on a Saturday. I didn't know Jim Stafford didn't show up to play with everyone's Dad periodically. Do I tell people or keep it hidden away. I thought it was nice of him. Having musicians over was fun. All but Jerry Lee, man was a douche.
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186.3 lb
Lost so far: 7.8 lb.
Still to go: 56.3 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 22 June 2022:
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657 kcal
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Fat: 35.36g | Prot: 60.83g | Carb: 20.58g.
Breakfast: Coffee. Lunch: Ranch Salad Dressing , Food Club Large Egg, Chicken of the Sea Canned Tuna in Water. Dinner: Great Value Fat Free Refried Beans, Sour Cream, Market Pantry Finely Shredded Mexican Style Four-cheese Blend Cheese, Lean Ground Beef. more...
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steady weight
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