nino66's Journal, 29 March 2010

Have not had a good couple of days. Hubby is still in alot of pain and we don't know what to do. I took him for an MRI today and tommorrow we see our family dr. The stress has really been getting to me and I want to just give in and not worry about what I eat. Even though I havn't recorded too much in my diet calender the last few days I really havn't done to bad. Actually I probably under ate. I went to a chinese restaurant Sat. but I only ate meat and some broccoli. I figured the sauce was probably the worse thing for me. Then for supper all I had was a chicken breast, no veggies. Yesterday I only had two meals. Then today when I took hubby for his MRI we came real close to going through a drive thru but he changed his mind. I was really glad because I had decided I was going to get a burger, bun and all. I guess the good thing is that each time I really felt like saying the heck with it I changed my mind. It is just that I have been so down the last thing I want to do is plan my meals. I just want to through something together. I am trying to stay strong. But now I am in a real fix. On top of everything else I end up with a UTI today. I have been really uncomfortable so I broke down and bought some cranberry juice. I had to do something until my meds were called in though. Now I am stuck working late to make up for all the hours I have missed with my husband and I feel like crap!!!