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Day 7
Ok yesterday's horoscope said "don't let depression set in" and "don't let others tell you what you should and shouldn't do" - ironic that I am taking the advice of a newspaper horoscope but I am taking this to heart! Literally. I have had one person spontaneously contact me on a dating service who matches what I said I am looking for and/but here is the catch: he is 17 years younger than I am. Technicaly 16.5 years younger. I told him I was interested - at this point, anyone with interest in me is good luck I think.
I am grateful for: being short because I think it makes me look younger than I am.
For both my daughters being home tonight!
Still for anxiety meds - gotta get some exercise though, which I think will help me cut down.
Also, for not being required to sell my house or move. I guess I have to be grateful to my ex for moving out, even if he did leave a big mess here. I don't know if I would have come to the conclusion that I have, which is: STUFF can hinder you from being comfortable, from growing, from being flexible. I have gotten rid of so much, and I am looking now, thinking "I do not need this junk" - right now, I don't need it, and living in the moment means having things I need now, and not collecting things for "someday when..."
My roommate is having second thoughts, but I don't think she will back out, and by Ocober the place is going to look fabulous, so I know she will be excited to move here. We'll eat healthy and have her happy dog and hire a cleaning lady to come in and keep our home comfy and clean!
I do still have to go food shopping but maybe my older daughter will, now that she is home til Sept. 1.
It's a beautiful day today - maybe I'll go sit outside.
Hope you have a great Friday!
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