Hi Debbie. I've been "missing in action" for awhile, but left a journal today. My husband went into the hospital in the wee hours this morning. Please pray for us both, but mostly for his salvation. I really don't want to live without him. In fact, it's scary with my bad back. I'll be 79 next month. Our daughter has to change from oral chemo to IV now. There are no pills left for her. I can't burden her or my disabled, negative, older sister. I will be very alone.