8hunter6's Journal, 09 February 2016

Ok seriously. ... I went to make a tea.. my husband comes downstairs too... he brings out honey peanut butter, jam, yogurt, bread, cereal, starts just drinking the heavy cream.. then adds some to his milk... how the hell is he only 173 pounds?? how? I eat like that and I'll be morbidly obese again. .... so I'm watching this as my tea steeps... all I can see in my head is him pouring a pound of sugar down his throat.... and then he turns and says "oh.... sorry hunny.. but hey atleast today i did some push ups" ..... I just measure out my cream for my tea, shake my head, grab my tea and laundry basket and walk upstairs..... I know i can't change someone who doesn't want to change.. but its still hard to watch. He ate like me for a few days and lost 5 pounds.... like that's great.... but I guess this is jealously speaking. he's so close to being the weight he wants. he has muscle. but is just drinking sugar basically. yet I sit here with no sugar in my tea, avoiding as many carbs as possible and I know i still have 80+ pounds to go ..... some days I want to punch him ... I love him ... but still wanna punch him ha ha ha ..... whatever. ..... just more reason not to quit.... I want to be a success story... I want to have more strength than him... we are the same height ..... so it's not THAT far fetched ... just a measly 80 pounds in the way... then I can move all the heavy furniture and what not and not feel inferior.... lol guess my brains are a little crazy after staring down a PB&J. ...... stupid sugary demon on bread...

Diet Calendar Entry for 09 February 2016:
922 kcal Fat: 53.32g | Prot: 94.43g | Carb: 11.90g.   Breakfast: Kerrygold Pure Irish Butter, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). Lunch: Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Lee Kum Kee Sriracha Chili Sauce, Wholly Guacamole Avocado Verde, Valley Fresh 100% Natural Canned Chicken Breast in Water. Dinner: Andy Boy Romaine Lettuce, Oscar Mayer Traditional Bacon, Harris Teeter Fresh Salsa, Wholly Guacamole Avocado Verde, Perdue Thin Sliced Boneless Skinless Chicken Breasts. Snacks/Other: Land O'Lakes Heavy Whipping Cream. more...

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just change your name to Dr.M LOL 
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
my husband is the same way drinks cokes every meal and he never gains and if he doles its gone right now ... he has willpower I guess and I don't ... makes me so mad when I'm trying to lose 30pounds just to be in the over weight area.... oh well I know how u feel... 
10 Feb 16 by member: maggie64
God I hate birthcontrol... I wish they would find one for men. The second they do my boyfriends going on it and I am getting off it!!! Or i finally make my doctor tie my tubes. I hate the fact that women have to take BC and meanwhile it does so much crap to our bodies. Life isnt fair 
10 Feb 16 by member: Panigale1199
Lol...my hubby is the same way...can eat whatever he wants and not gain an ounce. He is a trooper, though, cause he eats what I eat/cook...he says he eats carbs at work. I am home by myself all day, and I don't do well with temptation, so there are no bad carbs in the house... Lol. I tell him if he wants snackie food, just hide it or put them on the top shelf in the pantry where I can't reach them...lol.  
10 Feb 16 by member: trickiernikki12
Ya I'm not good with hormone BC... copper for me.... still sucks. ... ha ha ha both me and my husband are 5'5" so anything he hides .. I can still reach lol 
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
this is not to say anything against @sleann16 as I have no idea of her medical condition, however, PCOS is the new crutch. Slow Metabolism, Thyroid, now PCOS. It is a real condition, however, it is being used as a crutch by overweight women to explain why they're overweight. PCOS is typically brought on by excess Body Fat, and once you have it, it makes weight loss very difficult. 
10 Feb 16 by member: mahjohn
I gotta look it up.  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
Oh well I was told I have ovarian cysts but that it wasn't bad enough to worry about... I never thought much of it. I've lost two pregnancies... I'm fat.. but i dunno... dr.s miss diagnos me all the time. I don't wanna see if I got this. I'll lost my weight, work out and then if I have any lingering stuff I'll see a dr.... but so far when I see a dr they tell me I have cancer when it turns out I didnt.. or they say I'm going to be paralyzed. .. guess who is still walking. so eff that noise. I'll take care of myself.  
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
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